| Location | Manchester |
| Age | 8 months |
| Cause of Death | Cot Death/Sudden Infant Death Syndrome |
| Date of Birth | 25/05/2004 |
| Date of Death | 30/01/2005 |
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Our baby Amy Nicole,age 8 months went to sleep at Auntie Sams house on Sunday 30th January 2005.
Medical term for Amy being taken away is cot death. Although her life was short she spent a
wonderful 8 months living with her mummy,daddy and big brother Tyler in Gorton,not forgetting her
other big brother Connor in Failsworth. She has now also got a gorgeous baby brother,Nathan.
Amy was our perfect angel bringing joy to everyone she met,with her smile and bright blue eyes there
was never a dull day. She was just finding her feet and proud of it too....and found her way around
by slugging it 'Amy's way'. Amy was always happy and content and marked a place in our hearts
forever.
Auntie Sam....My gorgeous niece meant the world to me,there is'nt an expression in the world that
describes the pain of loosing Amy and not a day goes by that i dont wish she was here sharing the
special moments with us. For me Amy was the sunshine in my life and never went away and still to
this day,even though i cant see her i know she hears what i say. Auntie Sam loves you Amy and you
will always stay in my heart until the day im with you x x x
Grandma Wendy....miss you darling,
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This is my tribute 2 my beautiful baby girl amy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Born 25th may 04 went 2 sleep 30 jan 05 xx 4eva in r hearts xxxxxxx
I dint find out i was pregnant till i was about 3mths gone, when i did i was so shocked i hant bin
wiv her dad for very long but after the shock was ova we were both chuffed 2 bits because we were
very much in love. My pregnancy was easy n my labour was even easier, I went over wiv her so I had 2
be induced 2 weeks later, I went into hospital at 6pm the docs gave me the epidural, they came 2
check how dilated I was a few hrs later n sed theres the head, push, within minutes id had her, she
weighed 7lb 2oz, she was so tiny n cute, a few hrs later i was at home with her. The next few days
were so good, she was such an easy baby but just before she was a week old she got what looked like
thrush on her tongue and she wouldn’t take her feeds so we phoned the doctors n they said take her
2 the hospital, we took her 2 the hospital the doctor examined her n said she had 2 stay in, me n
her dad were in shock. We took her 2 the ward and the doctors said they suspected she had
meningitis, they did loads of tests on her they said it wasn’t meningitis but they didn’t know
what was up with her. Over the next few days amy just got worse, she looked so ill she just lay
there not movin n her temp was so high and still the docs had no idea what was up with her. A few
days passed and amy seemed 2 b getting better, the docs sed she was a lil fighter, shed fought it
off herself, she stayed in another couple of days then they let us take her home, we left not
knowing what was up with her the doctors say an unknown virus but we dint care our lil girl was ok
our nightmare was ova. The next few mths she was fine, perfectly happy n content coming on fine she
could say mama dada baba. she was always happy n smiling, she had a smile 4 everyone she met. She
adoured her big brother tyler shed only have 2 c him n hed get the biggest smile ever, ty would wake
up every morning n go n stand outside her bedroom n be really loud 2 wake her up so he could go in n
play with her. Amy could pull herself up on anything u put in front of her n another mth and shed of
bin walking. My one regret is that I let her stay out that night, if I could go back n change
anything that would b it, I am gonna feel guilty for that for the rest of my life because she should
of been at home with us. That day was 1 of the 2 worse dayz of my life, when we got 2 the hospital
the doctors told us there was nothing they could do, she was gone, it just dint seem real, they let
us stay with her 4 a bit then told us 2 go home, they said we could cum back later n c her in the
chapel of rest, we went home n it seemed like a bad dream, we went back 2 the hospital 2 the chapel
of rest about an hour after that 2 c her, they only let us stay 4 about an hour then told us 2 go,
they seemed so heartless how were we supposed 2 just go home n leave r baby girl there. The nxt day
my auntie got in touch with a lovely lady from francis house n she said amy could have a room there
n we could stay in a room above her, we said yeah n later that night we met the woman at the
hospital n she took us n amy to francis house. Bein at francis house helped us so much because even
though we knew she was gone we dint have 2 let her go coz we could go sit with her, kiss n cuddle n
talk 2 her for as long as we wanted. We had a cd player in the room and played her sum songs she
liked. When wed bin in there a few days they talked 2 us about arranging her funeral but we just
kept sayin no we need more time and they were really good n patient with us, we eventually arranged
it for 2 weeks later. The people there helped us with the arrangements, the service sheets, helped
us pick poems out. they did us some of her hand n footprints with paint n they cut off sum locks of
her hair 4 us, if u look at her fotos u can c how bald she was, bless her but they managed 2 get
sum. The funeral is the other worst day of my life, I cud pretend it want gonna happen but when the
morning cum it was just awful, I was so distressed I wasn’t gonna go, I only went because I knew
if I dint id regret it foreva n I had 2 do it for amy, we had 3 songs played for her and even now
when I listen 2 them my heart just sinks. The days n weeks that passed just got worse how was I
supposed 2 live wivout my baby girl, id have gone with her if it want 4 my bf n lil boy, if we hant
ov lost amy wed have such a perfect life but now theres always gonna be something missin that feelin
will neva go away. When tyler found out amy had gone he cried his eyes out for hours, he loved her
so much, he still cries about it now. Hes 5 now and started askin more questions, ive told him shes
an angel in the sky n the brightest star at night so when were out at night n he sees a star he
always says theres amy, look shes following me, its coz she loves me int it mummy n it breaks my
heart, I gave him amys teddy at the time n he still sleeps with it everynight and looks after it so
well. I loved amy 2 pieces, she was my baby girl n I cant even begin 2 describe the pain of not
havin her here with me, I wonder what shed look like, what shed b doin, wheneva we go somewhere I
just think she should b there with us, my heart has bin ripped in 2. we had the inquest and all they
could say was cot death, its just unexplained, how can a healthy baby just stop breathing, I cant
understand why at not even 2 weeks old she was such a lil fighter she could fight an infection 2 get
2 nearly 9 mths n then b taken by sids, I hope one day they can explain it but for now it makes it
worse not knowing what caused it. Its been 2 n a half years n I can still remember it like it was
yesterday, the pains still so raw 2 talk about it.
Amy baby when u went a part of me went with u and il never be complete until I am with u, we will b
together agen baby girl n when we r il never let u go but until then always know mummy n daddy luv u
soooo much, more than anything, were missin u like it was yesterday, the pain of losing u is so bad,
worse than u could imagine, if I could trade places with u baby I would in a second, I know ur by my
side every day, ur mummys lil guardian angel n mummy n daddys lil princess n always will be
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Tyler luvs u so much babes he remembers the stuff he did with u like it was yesterday and he always
will xxxxxx
U now have a lil baby bro called Nathan hes 9 mths now n he looks so much like u, once hes old
enough hel know all about u baby n how special u are xxxxxxxxxx
Lots ov luv always baby girl
Mummy n daddy xxxxxxxx
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We did not know that morning
What sorrow the day would bring
When a heart of gold stopped breathing
And we could not do a thing
We speak your name with love and pride
And smile through tears we try to hide
We held you little baby
We hugged you when you cried
If our love could of saved you
You never would of died
All our luv alwayz baby girl
Mummy n daddy xxxxxxxx
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I woke up this morning
.....and i missed you
I got out of bed
......and i missed you
I got myself washed
.....and i missed you
I got myself dressed
.....and i missed you
I came downstairs
.....and i missed you
I've only been awake a few minutes
And already I've missed you so much.
To those who've never lost a child,
Does that not make you understand?
Does that not make you see?
Just what my life is like now
How everyday is for me.
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Those we love don’t go away -
They walk beside us every day.
I would like 2 thank every1 who comes on this site for the pics n messages they leave in memory ov
my baby girl, it means a lot 2 us all xxxx
As I woke this morning
I looked to Heaven above
to wish you Happy birthday
And send you all my love.
Happy birthday Amy.
Sending love to your mummy and daddy today and always xx
happy birthday baby girl, this just gets harder each time, we love u babes n wish u woz here wiv us so we cud make it so special 4 u, we send u loadsa birthday hugs n kisses, watch ova me daddy n ty 2day babes coz were gonna find it so hard, we luv n miss u so much, more than words can eva describe, u r n will alwayz b our beautiful lil princess xxxx
TINY HANDS
Although we didn't get
the chance,
to take your tiny hand
And lead you through the
Childhood which together
we had planned
And though there really wasn't
chance to show you all the love
Now sent to you abundently
borne upwards by the dove
Rember, darling that
your tiny heart must know
The we will always
treasure you
and your memory
will grow.
hope you are having lots of fun today, thankyou for the lovely sunshine.. my love to you and your family always xxx
sorry
sorry for your loss another sweet angel in heaven. We know what you are going though as we lost are son in december 2006 to cot death. Are thoughts are with you and your family
I feel more depressed
Each day when I awake
I wish to god you could tell me
There has been a big mistake.
My darling child was taken
From her mothers love
To live with the angels
In heaven up above
I did not have her with me
For the time I should have had
No longer can I hold her
Which makes me very sad?
The pain of losing my baby
Shows in every single tear
I spend each day missing you
Longing to have you near
Life for me is lonely now
Without you by my side
My Broken shattered heart
Is very hard to hide
People tell me that time is a healer
That the pain will go away
They don’t understand
That this pain is here to stay
For when you lose a child
There is nothing that can compare
The bond we had at their birth
Will never leave, it’s always there
The love a mother has
Runs so very deep
That love is so special
It’s in her heart to keep
A mother’s heart is broken
She is ripped apart inside
There is a part of her missing
It left when her child died
So please don’t tell me to get over it
For this I can not do
Unless you understand my feelings
And this has happened to you
Only another mother who has lost a child
Can understand my pain
Because the also suffer daily
As the memories of their child remain
We are a band of mothers
Whose hearts will never heal?
For the loss of our children
Is for us, so very real.
R.I.P Princess you are safe in heaven looking down on mummy and daddy and made a new friend in my son Jayden God Bless Angel x
Kisses To Heaven
Today I sent a kiss to heaven
I’m encouraging all of you to try
For if I have shared this with you
You have had a child die
This kiss came from down deep inside
And I know that it truly was received
Right after I had sent my kiss
A calming breeze surrounded me
Not only that, a wind chime rang
From where I do not know
But I felt my child smile at me
And say he loved me so
Take a kiss within your hands
And look up at the sky
Release that kiss with loving care
Now please try not to cry
Once the kiss is off to them
To Heavens gate above
Just look for any single sign
Of your child’s precious love
I felt my kiss returned to me
And yours will do the same
It might not be from the breeze or chimes
but in the trees, the sun or rain
Now smile up to your child
In the clouds way up above
But most importantly tell
Your child, that they are always loved
~ author unknown ~
As long as hearts remember
As long as hearts still care
We do not part with those we love
They're with us everywhere
Thinking of you baby girl x x x
i luv u baby girl xxx till we r 2geva agen xxx
hiya baby girl, sweetheart i just want u 2 no even though i dont write 2 u every day i visit ur site many timez a day, every day, mummy writes 2 ur lil angel friends a lot but its a lot harder writin stuff 2 u babes coz i miss u so much n the pains still so raw but dont eva think mummy dunt care, mummy luvs u 2 peices babes dont eva 4get it xxxxxxx mummy luvs n misses u so much xxxxxxxxxxx
daddy ty n nathan luv n miss u loads 2 babes xxxxxxxxx
Things haven't been the same,
Since you've been gone.
For a while I wondered,
How I'd carry on.
The emptiness inside,
It aches all the time.
That is the reason why
I cry all the time.
When you fell asleep,
I didn't know what to do.
It happened so suddenly,
It just couldn't be true.
You had become an angel,
You would never come home.
You'd gone on to Heaven,
Where your soul could roam.
I cried all day,
And I cried all night.
I say I'm okay,
But I'm not quite alright.
How can I pretend,
That I'm not still in pain.
And wipe away the tears,
That fall like rain?
I'll remember you always,
In my memory you stay.
My darling daughter,
Your remembered each day.
This is my promise,
A vow I'll keep evermore.
You'll be in my heart,
Until I reach Heaven's shores.
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